Joanna Day

I believe that Atlantis existed, I believe everything Neil Gaiman has written is true and that a person really can change and that I am in love with Shadow and everyday I am new and also very old and I believe that things can be true and untrue at the same time and Pinter said that too and I’m sorry I never drank coffee with him and I think I will love Berlin and that Berlin will love me and that you can let go of the past and that you should say what you mean and love, a lot, even if what or who you love does not love you back and that you should help others and let them help you, and dodge nothing and that this place is not home and I believe that if it’s not all right it’s not the end and that there are things in this world most people will not believe and that I always would chose to be mad rather then stupid and that you get what you wish so you should be careful with that, and precise, and that you can change the colour of your eyes, for real, if you want and concentrate enough or turn your hair white or straight if it is curly, overnight and that you actually do everything that happens in your dreams and that this it is not an arena of chance and that it is  and that laws of science are true but just an opinion and that pain is just an opinion and that you can be who you want and do what you need and if I ever forget, again, that life is meaningful I want you to remind me.

It’s not about words anymore. It will be again, but not now.

I can tell you this: I fell out of his glamour.

Aurora.

Something important will happen today. I can feel it. Something will shift, and change. I can see the air, so clear, that at first I think it rains. It doesn’t, but after a moment, it starts to and I look at it, mesmerized, because it’s sunny and there are no clouds in the sky.